my determination ....

well , i am thinking of my future ... where should i go ?? what should i study ?? aircraft engineering ? medical ? actuarial science ? or else ??

some had told me " select the subject u like the most , dun regret ! once u have done your choice , u will have no way to return ! "

yes , i am agreed with that . study the subject u dun like won't having a nice moment in university . But what should i choose ?? i still do not having any answer yet ..

next , what i am wondering is my fate , my future . should i go oversea ??

i do really enjoy the way study in oversea . study and work at the same time to obtain money to effort my payment . erm ... i am a boy and i should not use anymore my parents money . it is a shame and pathetic ... i wan my life to be colourful !! i shall be able to live my life !!

this may looks like childish .. but if this dream come true who shall be act as a fool ?? but it is still a IF ...

US is the way for me to open my view and there , i will having the education ..

however , song of family i would rather say is the first obstacle . i could not even face my parent with my dream . how i am going to voice out ?? one day .. yeah hopefully .. one day i will voice out ..

having an ordinary life or extraordinary life is totally depends on our hand . likewise , i am now standing on a junction . left or right ?

again , my determination is being effected . what should i do ??