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Friday, November 19, 2010

自己

我无时无刻都想再变强,对,更坚强,更强悍。可是我不知道为什么要变强和怎样变。读书读得好就很强吗?打球打得好呢?沟通能力?到底是哪一方面我自己也搞不懂。或许说出这番话是想再让自己多加点自信心吧。感觉上,出去读书了,觉得自己很渺小,什么也不会,什么也不懂,比起别人都好有一段距离。我不想像他们一样,但至少让我不想要和他们差太多。

以前,我很自大,很骄傲,好胜心很强。但不知道什么时候我变得不再是那个我,正确来说是变懦弱了。(爬得越高,跌得越伤)或许有人知道,也或许根本没人知道。最近有些朋友说,我变开朗了,我变强多了,我变...可是有谁知道,我也学会了伪装,学会了虚情假意。虽然少数时间是在伪装但做个不是自己的我真的很难受。或许就是如此,我想要改变,我要变得更强,找回之前基本的自信。

我不是不高兴,不开心。我只想把我内心的感受写出来。我怕我承受不了而因此EMO。EMO不好玩,不好受。

我不像他人一样拥有非一般的天赋,我只想靠自己拥有的一切换回我自己基本应该得到的,找回以前我所拥有的自己,得自信。

Monday, November 1, 2010

gathering


yeah, recently i had attend an annual gathering. Well this annual gathering was not belongs to me but was my dad and mum.

Tsung Hua, their lovely secondary school. yes, both of my parents were graduated from there. It is a big school, it consist of a wide variety of facilities. Even though my cousin are studying at there too. What i am going to mention here is this school are going to reach 100 years old for the next year and it is mean that this year is 99 for that school.

So, what so special for this school ? 99 years . Now my parents are 50 years old. They have graduated from there since 1978 and what make me impressed is my parents fellow friends. After so many years, all of them could be able to get together every year by having a gathering. Yes, every year. Their friendship are unbeatable and invulnerable. They were having fun there, chitchatting, laughing and singing too. For my information, many of them are come from different states and they are willing to come here no matter how far is it and how busy they are. Yeah friend forever ~~ and their headmaster were there too.

Besides that, not only my parents' gang there are people which was graduated since 1975 and above. Moreover , there 5 DJ in i fm are come from tsung hua too. One of them were graduated in 1992.


schooling times left many lovely , unforgettable memories for us. Miss you all my friend, YinJ , 19 member , 5sn1 ~~ I cant fall asleep for the whole night after the gathering, i remember who sit beside me , i remember every faces every action , every classes that we had before . Schooling times , i miss u so much ^^